“FEAR:- False Evidence Appearing Rear”-some wise guy-
Today it happened,I was Too scared to pray perhaps I am just tired of all these attacks and mishappenings or perhaps it’s just that every-time I get into prayer deeply then the devil shows up.
Curious then that during my wild days of partying,poker,brandy and cigars it all worked out.
One drove home drunk as a skunk and never once scratched his M3 or the powerful 420d
In any case it would seem that the minute I changed allegiances,afflictions followed.
Now am not scared just tired,see when u operate in your calling opposition comes but then so does provision.I just wonder now considering what I ve gone through,I see a way out, but then it’s not
Not the way The Lord has made,…No this is ME Limbiley.
See Jacob sceemed lied and got his own way ….he was a schemer,a con artist, he could lie, ” sounds like all men I know”
I too wrested with angels
I too painted the herd striped spotted
I too have been there,so I am Jacob
Besides if I had a hairy brother who would sell me his birthright for soup…..then u knw……
In any case I fear praying coz the bad has happened in the last few years just after I prayed,
Coz evil manifests better and quicker than the good and the holy,
So now am too scared to pray
Yet in my heart am still a Schemer and I ll negotiate myself out of this calamity coz all I know to do is this “survive or die”
So I will ……but now, I will won’t Die,and I won’t be scared,coz I change my mind.
Since I must live ….I will live and when I do live….
I will pray
And I ain’t
Too scared to pray anymore
And when I get up you gonna wish u killed me when u had the chance devil.
Coz now
I ain’t :-
Too scared to pray
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